BAIDER (ENGLISH VERSION)

THE VERY SPECIAL PART

ANMELA ERIS’ POV

Laurent caressed the bump in my stomach. I got pregnant for the third time. We were on the balcony now and relaxing with our two other children.

“She’s really a princess,” Laurent happily kissed my belly.

“Hmm. Laureyna Anmela Baider.” I think of the name for a day. That would be her name. The smile on my face never faded. Laurent almost burst into tears of joy. He bathed my face with plenty of kisses.

“Peaceful life, beautiful wife, my handsome sons, there’s nothing that I want except to live with my treasure.” He hugged the three of us: Me, Laurenz and Laurex.

“Dad! I’m a big boy! No hug please!” Laurex shouted as if being hugged was a huge crime on him.

“No, you two will always be my baby boys!” Laurent said this authoritatively which made me laugh. Laurenz smiled but Laurex frowned.

“You don’t even have a girlfriend,” Laurenz joked at his brother. “How can you say that you’re a big boy?”

“That’s not funny.” Laurex folded his arms under his chest.

Laurenz is seventeen years old. Laurex is thirteen. However they would always be my baby boys.

“Hi, baby. Brother is here.” Laurenz was smiling as he was caressing my belly. He was talking to the little one inside my stomach. “Baby Laureyna.” He was surprised when it kicked as if she was responding to his brother. “Mommy! Do you feel that? She’s saying hi to me!” Laurenz was jumping excitedly.

I smiled and moved my head in an up and down direction.

“Let me feel her, too!” Laurex hurried over and spoke to her. “Hi, baby. Laurex handsome is here.” He felt so bad when he never got a response. The frown was written on his forehead. “Baby!” He was so annoyed as he shouted. Still, he got no answer. “She does not like me!” He was irritably stomping his feet on the ground.

“Because you’re shouting at her. She might be scared.” Laurenz’s voice was gentle.

“It’s not that! She just doesn’t like me!” He placed his hand again on my belly. “Look! She doesn’t even say hi to his broth一” His eyes widened when the baby moved. “I got her!” He jumped so high as he was feeling it plenty of times. Laurex kissed my belly and hugged it. “Your brother loves you so much!”

Laurent approached us. He leaned his arms on our shoulder. It became a hug of a complete and a happy family.

I am Anmela Eris Baider. The sky and stars are my witness for my infinite love for Laurent Baider.

This is my sincere and pure love. I love you for the rest of my life. my Baider.

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MY INFINITE LOVE

LAURENT BAIDER’S POV

“I will stay single forever,” I said to Resttan, Restelle and Lauressa.

We were here at the coffee shop spending time together.

“I hate doing intimate things. I should not fall in love because of that f*cking tradition,” Resttan said while sipping his caramel coffee.

“Yeah, me too. I’m so scared.” Restelle’s laughter could be heard at the whole cafe.

Restelle is one of my closest cousins, that was why she was really important to me. The day she died because of Dred, I killed him without hesitation.

“What if we meet the love of our life?” Lauressa smirked as she was looking at me and then to Resttan.

What for?

Love really doesn’t matter in our family. They will just die if they try to get involved with us. There’s no room in that feeling.

“Is it一” I stopped talking when I saw a nursing student walking outside the coffee shop. I shook my head when I saw how focused she was while reading on the street.

She’s crazy! What if she bumps while she is walking on the street? Did she care?

“Cool!” I looked at Resttan. The amusement on his face was written in his expression.

He was also looking at the girl that I was staring at. My eyebrows automatically went up and glared at him. I don’t know, but there was something bothering my chest when I saw his smirk on my girl.

Wait? What?

My girl? I shook my head to ease my craziness.

No way!

The next thing I knew was, I was looking at her everyday in the hallway. I did not talk to her because I really did not want to. I just want to look at her face all day. One day, I simply asked one of her classmates about her name.

Anmela Eris Velasco…

I smiled with my heart pumping happily. Nice name, but I could not talk or come near to her anymore.

“I’ll court you.”Property belongs to Nôvel(D)r/ama.Org.

F*ck? I was shocked when she said those words.

Really?

I did not take it seriously, but I felt happy. I did not want her to stop.

She stole my first kiss. What the f*ck, right? She was so naughty, but I really admit that I LOVE HER.

I LOVE HER SINCE THEN…

Since my eyes laid at her.

It was just I was really scared to make her the part of our family.

She talked to me everyday, naughty and playful. She did not know that I liked that, I badly wanted that every single day.

“Will you marry me?”

Yes, I want to spend my whole life with you, but it’s not going to happen. I keep silent while pretending that I’m not hurt.

Every minute, I was looking at my wallpaper, smiling, and f*ck my craziness. I kissed my phone every night and said “Good night, Anmela Eris. I love you.”

When we broke up I was looking at her in the distance. I followed her wherever she went. I walked to the bar and saw Ardent holding her waist. My heart shouted in pain. She sat down on the couch and closed her eyes. I got a chance to stare at her face, but it was never enough therefore I gently held her cheek then I automatically went away when she opened her eyes. It was really painful to see how miserable she was. I almost died when I saw Ardent sleeping at her apartment.

Is he your boyfriend? Is it really easy for you to forget about me?

My tears never left me because I want to be with her, but I was thinking of my family’s culture that may harm her if we continue to love each other. Months passed, but the pain and my love for her will never ever end.

I love her, that’s all I know.

“I’m pregnant.”

My heart jumped so high. I was really happy and proud of my sperm cells, but my nervousness masked my happiness.

She and my little angel will face the f*cking proof.

I cried out loud when I did not see her for the past few days because of the condition at Patunay.

My baby girl…

I was really hurt but I felt relief when Resttan was doing things to be her companion. I was really jealous! My jealousy was killing me, but what can I do? She badly needed me, but I was not there to hug and hold her tightly.

My pain was almost killing me when she encountered Patunay down the mountain. I was worried. My heart was ripping into small pieces.

My baby girl and my angel…

Please be alive!

When I saw her face in front of me. The pain and frustration suddenly went down.

She’s alive!

The moment that we married. I wanted to be with her all the time. Every second was precious for me at her side. I’m always happy because of her and our sons. I wanted to have a princess to fully complete happiness. Therefore, I owned her at times when I was not busy. She was so happy and in love with me. And that feeling was soothing to me.

She doesn’t really know how crazy I am loving her so damn much.

For the past years, I feel my never ending adoration for her.

This is my love and admiration for the only baby girl in my life. You will forever be inside my heart. Your spot there would never be occupied by others.

The end…