Chapter 47
Chapter 47
The rain was coming down hard. My feet were planted in front of the hospital with my arms wrapped
around me. It was supposed to be a full moon tonight but the dark clouds that hung heavy obscured it
and brought down an unexpected downpour. There was no one else in sight outside. Everyone was
inside, in the light of warmth, yet here I was, basking in the cold of the night as my thoughts ravaged
me.
I could run through it. Maybe if I concentrated hard enough, I would be able to heat myself up without
blowing something up. The risk was high though and I didn't want to have another fiasco after all the
events of the day.
"Where the hell is he anyway?" I asked out loud, suddenly feeling irritated. Marcus had said Xander
was almost here and after so many minutes, he still hadn't shown up
Go to him.
If I had known he would be so unreliable, I'd have stayed with Marcus for the rest of the night. Then
again, I would have probably been a bother to him. He'd want to stay awake with me instead of resting.
"This is the last time I ever go meet that bastard willingly." I took a deep breath and steeled my resolve
to get back to the house by myself
Just when I had taken two steps forwards, I was pulled back. My body turned suddenly and I found
myself glued to a naked chest. My widened eyes gazed up and I'm sure my mouth fell so wide open
that it was almost comical. The warmth came off immediately and engulfed me, all the cold vanishing
from my body. His arm was wrapped firmly around my waist and right under my palm, I felt the wetness
of his chest and the heart that beat underneath it. So quickly that it was like it would jump into my hand.
"Were you planning to go home under this?" he asked, his voice deep yet soft
"I-I waited for you..." curse my stuttering, "I thought you were still busy."
His head tilted to the side cutely and I found myself cursing inside that I found it cute. The rain wasn't
so loud anymore as I felt that familiar pull between us.
"Reckless." he stated
"Huh?" I responded, not expecting that word
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vein popped on my forehead and my forgotten irritation came out again in full force
"Shut up! Besides, why would I sit still and wait for you when I know I can get there by myself?! The
one time I rely on you and you screw up. Like honestly, I should have never-!"
"Ava."
"What?! Don't interrupt me when I'm giving you a piece of my mind you ba-!" My back quickly made
contact with the wall beside the doors as he caged me in. What was with this man and getting me in
dangerous positions? The wetness from his hair dripped to touch my face as his chest and I were on
the same eye level. Staring up at him, I was now hyper-aware of the many emotions that swam in his
eyes.
I could gaze into his eyes forever and I'm sure I'd never get bored.
"Have dinner with me tonight?" he said, his hand wiping the water off my face gradually
"Are you asking me or demanding?"
"I'd say begging is a more suitable word. I believe we both know by now that I'm shameless when it
comes to you."
"This is how you beg? I'm not seeing you on your knees. Neither did I hear the word 'Please'."
He groaned slightly, muttering something on the lines of 'stubborn woman' under his breath before
responding "Please have dinner with me tonight."
I remained silent for a moment, thinking about his request. His cool gaze didn't ever leave my face,
dancing across and then returning back to look at my eyes.
"I don't think that's a good idea." I finally answered
"Why?"
"The last time we spent time together, you disappeared without a word for more than a day. If that's not
a red flag, I don't know what is."
Instead of a guilt expression, this man began to smirk at me. It caught me by surprise as his hand
cupped my face.
"You missed me."
"What? No! I'm only saying I don't want to....it was awkward, okay? How else am I supposed to explain
this to you? No normal person can do what you did. Then again, you're not-"
"Ava."
"Jeez, Alexander. Didn't I just say not to interrupt me when I'm giving you a piece of my..." I trailed off
as I saw the hunger in his eyes. Clear and raw. Like he would swallow me whole "Why are you looking
at me like that?"
"Because."
"Because?"
"I want to kiss you."
His face was closer. So close that our breaths mixed. I didn't know if I was the one who had leaned up
or if he was the one that had leaned forward. The only thing that I focused on was the electricity in the
air and the tension that weighed on my shoulders. When he was this close, it was harder to resist him.
Knowing who he was, still knowing what he had done, it seemed like my being called out to him with
everything I had in me. What would happen if I just let myself this once? Would it quench the fire in me
that came alive whenever he touched me?
Maybe.
With that, I said words that I never thought I would say to him
"Then what are you waiting for?"
It shouldn't have felt so good when his lips touched mine. The fireworks shouldn't have been this many.
I shouldn't have melted like heated butter against him or raised my arms over his shoulders to bring
him impossibly closer.
But I did and it was the most amazing yet guilt-tripping feeling that I had ever felt in my whole life. The
kiss was slow, sensual, filled with so much emotion that I couldn't detect where it came from. It was
nothing like the first kiss he had stolen from me that day and I only pulled away when I felt like I
couldn't breathe. I was the only one heavily panting, but I felt his shoulders had tightened so much, I
wondered how he would ever get them loose.
Looking up at him again, my heartbeat loudly in my ears. His eyes were even more heated up than
they were a second ago. I couldn't even begin to imagine what I looked like. As his face lowered to
mine to claim my lips again; this time more hungrily, I didn't resist. I latched onto him, wrapping my
arms and legs around him as he hoisted me up and pressed me against the wall.
I knew it the moment he had kissed me; I was a goner.