Sexually Frustrated
It was 5 pm in the evening when Nima heard her doorbell ring.
Still deep in her thoughts, she glanced toward the direction of the door with a blank expression.
She wasn’t expecting any visitors and hadn’t ordered anything.
Her neighbors knew she hates interacting with them, hence making them take their conversation elsewhere, so who could it be?
She wondered as she decided to ignore it, but the person turned the handle and found it locked, and the doorbell was pushed once again.
Nima got up and walked towards the door. She peeped through the camera lense attached to her door and suddenly looked taken aback.
She hurriedly opened the door to reveal Emily, who wore an impatient expression on her face.
Before Nima could ask her how she was suddenly at her place after she had rejected a meeting with her a few hours ago, Emily held her hands and dragged her towards the chair, while saying “what took you so long to open the door.”
As soon as they settled on Nimalaya’s Couch, Emily probed, “Now freaking tell me how your date went?”
“Did you guys have sex?”
“Was he as good as he claimed?”
“How do you feel after he fucked you? Babe tell me every damn thing!”
Emily bombarded Nima with questions, her eyes twinkling in excitement.
Nima was momentarily speechless.
She wondered if she had called the wrong number earlier.
Her mood had further plummeted after realizing she has no one to talk to about her feelings, but here is her friend, back to being there for her.
To listen to her.
Nima wanted to say she had called her and was refused a meeting, but somehow she was scared pointing that fact out would make Emily act like she had done on the phone earlier in the day, so she decided to pretend the call never happened.
Nima sighed and said, “Emily, I think he’s serious.”
“About how he will make your head spin? Was he harsh? Didn’t you enjoy him?” Emily was totally drifting from Nima’s thoughts, so she decided to break it down by recounting how the day went.
Rather than being shocked or confused like Nima had been, the glow in Emily’s eyes seemed to intensify.
She looked genuinely happy with everything and would occasionally groan when their moment to kiss was broken in the details.
“Babe, you hit the jackpot. The guy sounds too good to be true.” Emily said, holding Nima’s hands and swinging them left and right in excitement.
Nima sighed.
“I just don’t get it. How could he resist me? He looked so charmed by my appearance and his gaze barely swayed from me unless truly necessary.” Nima glanced at Emily, her expression marred with confusion before continuing, “I mean, we could have talked more after making love, God I was so horny!
I’ve never felt such a high sexual drive in my life. I just want his hands all over me, but he went away just like that.
After igniting such an emotion in me, with……with his fucking hot body and words.” Nima got up and gestured to Emily who was listening attentively, to follow her.
They entered her room and Nima gestured at her dressing table.
“He even got me a necklace and… and. I was so ready to let him take me in my own room. Even if it’s in his car, it will be alright. I just want to be touched, damn it!” Nima ruffled her hair in frustration and walked to sit on her bed, covering her face with her palms.
“You’re sexually frustrated, Nima.” Came Emily’s voice, who walked to sit beside her.
“I know. I had such high expectations yesterday. To be teased and left to my own thoughts after that is just cruel.” Nima sobbed and Emily rubbed her back.
She then got behind her on the bed and gently massaged her shoulders.
“Babe, breath. You’ve accumulated so much sexual tension that it’s messing with your reasoning.” Emily said.
“I know.” Nima said softly, attempting to relax into the massage and breath in and out to calm down.
“Are you able to have a serious talk now?” Emily asked after a few minutes of helping Nima calm down.
“I think I’m good. It’s just that I tried to reach you and you told me you are busy and my thoughts just went haywire. I was calmer this morning. His rejection and yours just made me lose it.” Nima finally revealed, making Emily’s expression change.
She cursed in her head and said, “I was actually busy when you called, but wanted to surprise you later by coming unannounced.”
Nima nodded and reached out to hug Emily, who reciprocated the embrace.
Emily was torned on what to do. She wanted to be careful and not draw Gama to her location.
She just had to be sure the Demon hadn’t come after Nimalaya, before taking full control of the body like she had been doing before.
Deciding to put that aside, she addressed Joel’s case. “Nima, why not take things slow like he suggested. You will enjoy your time with him if your heart consents to his touch, rather than just your body.Text © owned by NôvelDrama.Org.
I mean, it’s not like he could resist you for long. He will take the place of your mannequin soon and shoot intimate videos with you. Try to see if he could be the man for you, and not just the man to take your body.
Nimalaya, don’t you believe you can find love? What if he’s the man to love you?” Emily asked, giving Nima a searching expression.
Nima shook her head slightly and let out a shaky breath. “How could I? Emily, I don’t even know me! For God sake, I could be a spy or something. How could I let someone know me, when I don’t even know myself.” Nima said in a helpless tone.
Emily bit down on her lower lip, before reaching out to cup Nima’s face with her palms. “Give him a chance. You both can find ‘you’ together. You just have to let things flow.” She said,
Silence reigned between both of them as Nima pondered what Emily said.
Should she give Joel a chance?