Lonely Bride

Sarah’s pov

My mind went numb and I let it play with this man with my lips as per his liking.

He sucked my upper lips and then nibbled my lower, and in no time, he entered my mouth while his lips started sucking my tongue.Property belongs to Nôvel(D)r/ama.Org.

This feeling was very overwhelming for me.

He left my lips and winced loudly and I took a deep breath and took a few more moments to understand what was happening.

I look up and push back my body and sit back straight and look at him while tilting my head.

He was taking a few deep breaths while his face had some painful expression. I followed his other hand and noticed he was holding his heart and guilt rushed back and so did the panic, thinking I hurt him again.

“I.. i am sorry.” I don’t know what else to say and I just touched his hand, which was touching her heart.

“It wasn’t your fault, baby.” He spoke with great difficulty and I know I have hurt him badly.

Tears pool back while I choose to stay mum.

He took a few more breaths with closed eyes and after some time he opened and looked at me finally.

“Baby, I am fine.” He left his heart and touched mine.

I again choose to stay mum, but not my tears. They spoke. They spoke everything I wanted to Conway and I know the man in front of me does not need my word. My expression of my tears is enough for him to know what I am feeling.

Taking my hand, he kept it above his heart. It was beating faster than it needed to be.

“Can you feel this? He asked, and I stayed mum again, but not with my tears.

“This is for you. And I can take not only one but millions of bullets for you.” He spoke, understanding my guilt.

He doesn’t have to tell me this. My heart knows the reality already.

“This only stops beating when you will stop loving me and I don’t think it will happen anytime soon. Hmm?” He wiggled his eyebrow and his lips twitched a little.

‘Stopped loving this man ever again? I wonder when did I ever stop loving him? I might have felt bad, got hurt, got angry, but I have never stopped loving him. He was my only source of energy. The only emotion I could feel for anyone who I can call mine. Though there were time we were husband and wife only on paper but somewhere bottom of my heart I always love this man.’ I thought

“Or are you planning to leave me again?” He asked jokingly and the mare control I had on me broke and I started crying like a baby.

The mare of thought leaving him bleed my heart. The pain I get become unbearable for me.

“What happened?” I heard some say something, but I care not. I cried and cried.

My eyes were stuck on him while he never left mine. There was a communication that only we can understand.

I was broken, and my action held an apology while he had forgiven me long back.

“Come here.” He whispered, but I heard it.

I bend my body down while he embraces me with one hand.

His Smell hit my nostril, and I felt calm all of a sudden.

I felt peace in his arms.

My anxious heart felt relieved.

My rigid muscles relax instead the moment I felt his magical touch.

“Dude, my virgin eyes can’t see PDA.” I heard someone speak and when I concentrated on the voice, Nathan, it was Nathan.

“I broke the hug carefully and I don’t know why but I blush though we haven’t done anything inappropriate.

“You are anything but a virgin.” Sam spoke, and I looked back at them.

Eric, Sam, and Nathan were standing.

“Of course. Who knows better than you?” He smirks, shamelessly and Eric was all ready to punch him hard.

It seems so nice to see Nathan happy after so many years. It felt unreal looking at him, smiling. He only smiles when Bella is around him or stoic is the only emotion he had left with. I so wanted him to be happy, but the guilt that he had to let go of the love of his life was painful and knowing I was the reason behind was even heart breaking. Sam was the first girl Nathan ever fell for. He had fallen so hard for her that there was no coming back. I know he met many girls, but he never took anyone seriously. He always searched for Sam in all the girls he met before. But I know he has never seen anyone the way he looks at Sam. His eyes are full of love, adoration for Sam.

I bit my lips to suppress my giggle.

“Keep away your PDA when I am around.” Eric spoke irritatingly. I can see he likes Nathan so much, but his brotherly jealously is not letting him accept Nathan. He is not ready to share his sister with anyone.

I notice Sam got embarrassed while Nathan didn’t care at all.

I again look back at the man I love. He was smirking, as if nothing had happened.

“Well, honestly, I thought finally I got to get rid of you. Till last night I was hoping for the same, but again you disappoint me by waking up and when I heard Sarah’s cry, I thought finally you are dead but look at my bed luck.” Eric spoke dramatically, but I know he was joking. However, if someone doesn’t know him, they think he is dead serious.

‘Hold on. Last night? What did he mean last night?’ I looked down and my horses started running?

I looked at Sean, who was looking everywhere but me.

Okay, so he has got his consciousness last night only, hence Eric ran from there without saying anything.

All the love, guilt and each emotion I was feeling flew away out the window and fury rushed into me.

I look back accusingly at everyone and, as if they understand my body language, Sam was the first one who reacted.

“Oh Eric, Nathan, I want to speak about something very important. Let’s go outside and let Sarah and Sean talk. I guess they have so much to catch up on.” Before I say anything, they walk out like the air.

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