Madrid

Alana

I feel strange with all this closeness, our bodies pressed together, one hand on my waist, and the other holding my arm, I don’t know what’s happening to me, my legs are shaking, the hairs on my arms are standing on end, and my mouth is opening and closing. Suddenly something seems different, it’s as if something is preventing me from breathing, talking, and that’s because of Raúl’s intense gaze on me.

My unease in front of Raúl is strange, after all, I shouldn’t feel anything, I like Dani, but why am I trembling? Why is my skin burning right where he touches me? I’m lost in his gaze, which moves between my eyes and my mouth, and when he comes closer and whispers in my ear those words “Calma cariño” it’s even worse, hard to admit, but I long for something. I’m not recognizing myself.

By the pool I talk to some guys on the team, when someone bumps into me, I turn to look, and I’m in for a surprise. I never imagined finding her here, her scared look, a little lost, her fleshy mouth opens and closes, she seems to want to say something, when I ask her what she is doing at the party, she can’t answer me, someone pushes her, and before she falls into the pool, I hold it.

Holding her so close to me makes my heart want to pop out of my mouth. My gaze is lost inside hers, I approach her, her breasts brush the height of my abdomen, her mouth a few centimeters from mine, her eyes seem to dive even further into mine. I speak with the intention of calming the mood, she closes her eyes and lets out a sigh, I take my hand to her face, I touch it lightly, I feel an unease, I want to kiss her lips, taste her in my mouth, but I am at a party where several people know your brother, it may seem like a lack of courage, but I can’t expose Alana like that, it’s not right, it’s best to take her away. Talk, we needed that, and preferably in a more private place, so I can kiss that mouth, which seems to invite me.

– You… I mean, I… Someone almost dropped you in the pool, this is kind of crazy, and…- I say right next to his ear because of the noise.

– Yeah… I… I was going… Away! – I rejoice when I hear this.

– Can I take you home?

– No need, I’ll take a taxi, and… – she says, I release her from my arms, take her hand and hold it gently, and speak loudly so that she hears clearly.

– No way, I can’t leave you out there alone, and walk up to the condo entrance!

– Raul, I…Belonging © NôvelDram/a.Org.

– Alana, I won’t let you leave here alone.

She looks at me awkwardly, but nods her head. There’s no point in me leaving her alone, I know she’s a little intimidated by what happened in her room, but I’ll take her home. We walk among the people, I see Tomás from afar, I’m not really sure, but I think he’s talking to Alana’s friends, I wave and we head towards the door, I feel her gaze on me, her hand seems to sweat, it’s just me, or Alana she’s nervous? Apparently her nervousness was greater than mine, I let go of her hand when we get to my car, open the door, step inside and look into space, watch and decide to end the silence.

– It’s all right?

– It’s OK…

– Alana, I want to talk to you, about what

– Raúl… I’m very tired. Can you take me home?

– Clear.

We went the whole way without saying anything, she is nervous, but she is not the only one, I also don’t know how to act, because what I feel for her is more than a simple desire or physical attraction, it’s a fact that I want her, anyway. preferably naked, in my bed, moaning my name and asking for more. However, that’s not all, I want her in other ways, rooting for me in Alonso Martínez’s stands, although I find it a little difficult, and who also frequents my house, participates in my life in various situations.

In front of your house, I stop the car. She’s so nervous she can’t get her seat belt off. I approach her in order to help her, and once again we are a few inches away, I do this activity very slowly, and I feel her nervousness, I unbuckle my belt and continue to stare at her. She doesn’t look at me, her mouth opens and closes, she wants to say something, but she can’t. Until, I decide to try one more time, and start a conversation.

– Lana, I want to talk to you!

– Thank you for your ride, but I have to get in…

She tells me this without looking into my eyes, and takes her hand to the car door, but I can’t let her go like that, and in a moment of madness, desire, repressed lust , I hold her arm so she can look at me, when her eyes find mine, I can’t resist and I bring my hand to her face, and I take her lips with great desire.

Alana

I don’t know how to react around Raúl, I put my hand on the door in order to get out as fast as possible, but I feel his hand hold my arm. I shudder, I’m confused, afraid, I don’t know. His eyes reflect an immense desire, lust, pleasure, and in that moment I want him to kiss me, and I let myself go. His mouth takes mine urgently, sucks on my bottom lip, and then I feel his tongue invade my mouth. His hand touches my waist, squeezes in a way that makes me awkward, I’m seized by a desire I didn’t know, and the air doesn’t seem to be missing between us.

I take my hand to his hair, and pull it fiercely, Raúl lets out a moan so pleasant, it surprises me, we are so surrendered to that kiss, the caresses. I feel his breath catch, he stops the kiss, I open my eyes a little stunned, I look at him, and I find his beautiful smile, and the dimples marking his face. The defender continues with one hand on my waist, and with the other he touches my lips, desire is in his eyes.

– I want you so much, cariño! – Your speech makes me confused.