My Love My Hatred (Jennie and Lance)

Chapter 159

My Love My Hatred Chapter 159

I was happy when I know someone cared for me, it was also my weakness.

My tears kept rolling down and I typed: Don‘t worry, I am fine, I won‘t go back to Germany anymore. I

am fine here and I love my child very much, don‘t worry about me and start your own life now. I owe

you an answer last time, now I want to tell you my answer. I am sorry Javier; I want to give my child a Belonging to NôvelDrama.Org.

complete family. We aren‘t meant to be, Javier. I believe that you will find a better woman than me. I

hope you are safe and I wish you a happy life.

My phone rang after my message was sent; it was Javier.

I didn‘t pick up the call because I was afraid that I couldn‘t stopped

myself from crying like a baby, it would only worry him more. I already owed him a lot in the past one

year, he had given me so much love and caring, they were the best memories in my heart, no one

could compete.

I sent him another message: Stop calling me, the father of my child is now beside me, I don‘t want him

to think too much. I really want a better life with him.

Javier quickly sent me another voice mail and said, “I don‘t believe that. You said that you will come

back to Germany, you said you will give me your answer after you come back. You told me that you

hate him and you never want to be together with him, why would you be together with him now? I don‘t

understand why you would be with a man you hated so much? I don‘t understand why you would

change your

mind in such a short time? Is he manipulating you? He threatened you, didn‘t he? I don‘t care, I will

bring you back no matter what.”

He sounded very desperate.

Just when I finished listening to his voice mail, another one came in and he said, “Can you send me a

voicemail, I need to hear your voice so that I know you are fine.”

Maybe he thought that the one who replied to his message wasn‘t me so he needed confirmation by

hearing

my voice.

Ipatted my chest a few times and inhaled sharply to make sure my voice didn‘t sound like I had been

crying.

“Javier, I am Jennie, I am fine here, and I am happy. Don‘t worry.” I said and sent the voice mail to him.

Javier replied me quickly and said,

“If you guys are really happy, why can‘t come and visit? Tell me the truth Nini, is he threatening you?”

Javier isn‘t a fool, he wouldn‘t

believe me.

I didn‘t want to tell him much because I was scared that I wouldn‘t be able to control myself, so, I said,

“Javier, it‘s very late here now, I need to go to bed now. Don‘t worry about me and we can‘t contact

each other too often also. Bye.”

I quickly logged out because I didn‘t want to hear any of his messages anymore, I was going to break

down any second. The future would be more difficult and I didn‘t even know if I could do it, but I didn‘t

want to drag Javier down with me. He should have a happy life without me, safe and happy.

Lance Mason pushed open the

door and walked in, “Are you done texting your ex now?”

He wasn‘t far from the ward; I should have known that. He must have been eavesdropping. “You are

wrong, he is not my ex. I don‘t like men who are younger than me. My ex has always been Leo, have

you forgotten about that?”

He balled his hands into fists after hearing what I said. I knew he hated it when I said I still have

feelings for Leo. So, why wouldn‘t I use that against him? He wouldn‘t hurt his baby brother.

He always chose to run away when it comes to Leo.

“I asked my men to report to me what you have done in Munich. I will know if you have done anything

dirty with another man very soon. You can stop triggering me because I don‘t need

you to tell me the truth.”

I wasn‘t surprised that he did this. “Whatever.”

I looked at Lance‘s phone and I assumed that he didn‘t notice that I had downloaded Facebook on his

phone, otherwise he wouldn‘t be so calm.

“You can check my Facebook if you want, I have logged in my account on your phone.”

He knitted his eyebrows at me and asked, “See what?”

“You will know what I want to show you after you see it. Didn‘t you always say that I don‘t love Leo?

You can check if I really love him or not.” I said.