Please Love Me

Chapter 38

I’m fixing the kitchn in C&B when someone suddenly spoke.

"One chocolate shake and slice of strawberry cheesecake." Enzo said happily.

I raised my brows.

"Not available “Sir'"

"It’s grumpy Pat again."

He pinched my nose causing me to redden. Geez Enzo! Is he acting cute right now?

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"Where are we going?"

"Hill top!"

Don’t tell me he’s going to practice his marriage proposal for Monica again? Swear! I will not forgive

him this time!

I think he noticed my reaction, so he laughed.

"Don't worry I wouldn’t do that again!"Mind reader? Or just guilty? Whatever!

We immediately reached Hill Top. The view is just like how I saw it last time. I wasn’t shock when I saw

Enzo holding a blanket. But where’s the food? Lol!

He laid the blanket on the grass. I was shocked when he lied down on my lap.

"I missed you Pat!"

He’s just seriously looking on the clouds.

"I missed you too"sabi ko

"It’s not just a simple “I miss you” Pat. I have done a lot of things at you! I took you for granted without

knowing that I was already hurting you. I was a jerk!”

"Enzo.." I don’t know what to say...

"Shhh..Just listen.."

"When I brought you here a few years ago, I know that I hurt you. I’m sorry! Everyhting I told you was

true. Those words are for you…”

I can’t help, but to shake at hi revelation. I can see weariness and regret in his eyes.

"I'm such a coward not to tell you the truth. We’ve already wasted a lot of time for nothing.

Ever since we were kids, I have loved you. I can’t accept it because I’m afraid that I would just hurt you.

However, I didn’t notice that my in denial was hurting you! I didn’t know what to do when you first cried.

I wanted to take back what I said, but it was too late. The day you told me you love me is the best day

of my life. But I still did not confess how I am feeling. And you left Pat!”

Now, I could not stop my tears anymore. He stood up and wiped my tears for me. He kissed me on my

forehead, and hugged me.

"I thought it was Monica." He smiled bitterly.

"There’s no us, Pat!"

"But-"

"You never gave me the chance to explain myself, so we had this misunderstanding. Now stay there

and just listen.

There was never an “us”. I get fond of her because she was hard to get, but we were never in a

relationship. I wasn’t able to attend on your birthday because of her, I admit. But it was not because I

forgot you or I wanted to be with her. She got miscarriage and she was left by his boyfriend. She had

no one to be with, but me. I had no choice at that time because she was in danger. She is a good friend

of mine, nothing more! nothing less!”

I can't breathe. Everything has its reasons, but I chose not to listen. I just realized that I was so selfish.

I wasn’t the only one who’s hurting.

Enzo wipes his tears, and breathed deeply. I felt guilty.

"The day you left I was totally broken and devastated. I followed you, but I saw you were already

happy. I got hurt! I regret everything that happened.I even blamed myself! You’re happy and laughing

with someone else. I'm such a big jerk!An asshole!I hurt you bigtime! And I saw you with Zion Tricia!

With Zion!"

He smiled bitterly.

"I know Zion loves you Tricia! He's fucking inlove with you!I’m jealous! I’m jealous because he can love

you freely while I am holding myself back! I'm fucking tired of this game Patricia! I just want you mine."

All along I thought he’s happy with Monica. But it’s all in my mind! I feel stupid! The pain I was bringing

with me was also his burden. Enzo loves me!

"I dont know what’s the real score between you two. But please choose me Tricia. I love you. I love you

very very much! I’m begging you right now! Please love me Pat! Please Love me again.."

Mixed emotions are running my system right now. Enzo loves me. After everything that we’ve been

through, we love each other! He's now my Enzo.

"Please Love me Tricia.."

"Shhh..You don't have to beg for my love Enzo. It was never gone. It's always been you Enzo.I still love

you. I love you too."

A small smile became visible on his face. He kissed me softly. He’s moving his lips slowly, afraid that

he might hurt me anytime. I closed my eyes and tried to go with the rhythm of his lips. One short

passionate kiss.

"Not bad! Although you need a lot of time to practice!”

"Go to hell MARTINEZ!"