Rejected Little Secret by Lisj

Chapter 81 

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Sitting alone in Axton’s room, I gingerly perch on the edge of his bed, my eyes locked on the tightly wound bandage encircling my leg. 

The room is eerily quiet, with the monotonous ticking of the clock on the wall providing the only audible sound. Hours had passed since Axton left to go into the forest in search of the missing bear trap, leaving me alone with my thoughts and a storm of emotions. 

His touch still lingers on my skin, a reminder of the intimacy we shared, while his scent lingers in the air, haunting my senses. Both comforting and unsettling, it serves as a constant reminder of his existence and the intricate mix of emotions I harbor for him. 

Deep down, I’ve come to accept that I have stronger feelings for Axton than I’m willing to admit. 

There’s an undeniable allure to him, a presence that engenders a sense of comfort and guardianship. However, now that there’s a chance those feelings might be reciprocated, a wave of fear and uncertainty engulfs me. 

In the past few days, I’ve experienced a whirlwind of emotions and witnessed things that were beyond my imagination. And now, here I am, trying to make sense of these indescribable feelings. It’s an overwhelming experience, as if I’m being engulfed by a tsunami of conflicting 

emotions. 

There’s a part of me that longs to surrender to these emotions, to let down my guard and let Axton become a part of me. But there’s another side of me, a side that’s been wounded countless times in the past, that desires to reject him, shielding my heart from any more suffering 

I shake my head, attempting to shake off the jumble of thoughts clouding my mind, I can’t afford to get caught up in feelings, not now, not when everything is so uncertain. I need to focus on practical matters and making logical decisions. 

I have to focus on getting better, on finding a way out of this mess, on protecting myself from whatever dangers lie ahead. 

But even as I try to convince myself to let go of my feelings for Axton, I can’t shake the nagging sense that they might be mutual. The way he looks at me, the way he touches me, the way he speaks to me–it all hints at something more, something deeper than a casual fuck. 

With a deep breath, I tightly shut my eyes, determined to prevent the tears from escaping and betraying my emotions. I can’t afford to be weak, especially not now when there’s so much at stake. The pressure is immense. The weight of my injuries, the ever–present danger, and the uncertainty ahead bear down on me, suffocating and crushing my spirit. 

“Shit,” My breath trembles as I desperately attempt to steady myself. “…Fuck, not now. Keep it together, Maya.” 

Lost in my thoughts and overwhelmed by the intensity of my emotions, minutes drag on and blend seamlessly into hours as I remain in complete silence. Gradually, weariness starts to make its presence known, luring me into an uneasy slumber brimming with fragmented visions and murmured anxieties. 

When I eventually open my eyes, I find the room drenched in the delicate light of dawn, which creates long, stretching shadows on the floor. There is still no sign of Axton, and I am left to navigate the labyrinth of my feelings and the ambiguity of the future on my own. 

Amidst the chaos, one thing remains clear no matter what happens, the irresistible attraction I feel towards Axton is impossible to ignore, like a gravitational pull that engulfs me entirely. 

Breaking through the heavy silence, a loud knock at the door startles me, causing my heart to race. With caution, I lift myself from Axton’s bed, mindful of my injured leg, my pulse racing in my chest as i cautiously navigate towards the door. With hands trembling, I cautiously reach for the handle and pull it open, revealing Axel standing there with a tray in her hands. 

“Hey, Maya,” she says softly, her voice gentle and soothing. “I brought you some food.” 

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Grateful for her kindness, I manage a weak smile in response. 

“Thanks, Axel,” I murmur, stepping aside to let her into the room. “That smells great.” 

With utmost care, she places the tray on the small table next to the bed, ensuring every item is perfectly aligned. 

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“How are you feeling?” Looking at me with concern, her eyes filled with worry, she winces as she glances at my injured leg. “That looks like it hurt like a motherfucker.” 

Not wanting to admit the truth, I give a nonchalant shrug, hoping to deflect the conversation. 

“I’ve felt better,” I reply quietly, avoiding her gaze. “But at least the wound is healing a bit.” 

With a sympathetic expression, Axel nods in understanding. 

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“That’s good,” she says softly, her voice filled with genuine warmth. “You’ll be back on your feet in no time. Or, well, you know… foot?” 

“Haha. Very funny.” 

For a moment, the silence fills the room, the weight of unspoken words lingering in the air between us. The intensity of Axel’s gaze makes me feel like she is dissecting every inch of me, and I can’t help but fidget uneasily. Finally, after what feels like an eternity, I clear my throat and slowly extend my hand towards the tantalizing food on the tray. 

While I eat, I can’t help but sense Axel’s intense scrutiny, as if she’s attempting to decipher my thoughts or unravel the tangled web of emotions within me. It makes me feel exposed, vulnerable, and I find myself growing increasingly uneasy in her presence. 

Finally, overwhelmed by my emotions, I set down my fork and lock eyes with her, mustering the courage to meet her gaze directly. I ask, stumbling over my words, hoping to inject some levity into the atmosphere. 

“Is there something on my face?” 

Caught off guard by my question, Axel blinks in surprise. 

“Oh, no, sorry,” she stammers, her cheeks flushing slightly. “I was just… I don’t know, I guess I was just… looking at you.” 

With a raised eyebrow, I couldn’t help but feel curious. My curiosity gets the best of me, and I can’t help but ask. Nôvel(D)ra/ma.Org exclusive © material.

“Why?” 

Uncomfortable, Axel shifts her weight, her gaze immediately shifting downward. 

“I don’t know,” she admits quietly. “I guess I just… I wanted to make sure you’re okay.” 

Touched by her concern, I nod in understanding, feeling a connection between us. 

“Thanks, Axel,” I say sincerely, a small smile playing at the corners of my lips. “That means a lot.” 

Even as I eat, I can’t shake the feeling of her eyes fixed on me. As I took a deep breath, I added another spoonful of food to my mouth, my annoyance evident in my muttered words. 

“If you have something else to say-” 

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“Look,” Finally, Axel says as she absentinindedly twirls the tips of her hair around her finger…. This is weird. But fine, I’ll just say it.” 

“Say what” 

“You and my brother, I know you two are… screwing 

Axel and I both choked simultaneously–me on the food, and her on her own spit–overwhelmed by the sheer repulsiveness of her words. 

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“Look,” Finally, Axel says as she absentmindedly twirls the tips of her hair around her finger. “… This is weird. But fine, I’ll just say it.” 

“Say what-” 

“You and my brother. I know you two are… screwing.” 

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Axel and I both choked simultaneously- me on the food, and her on her own spit–overwhelmed by the sheer repulsiveness of her words. 

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