Chapter 37 Touchè
Elsa bite her bottom lips and look at his eyes and they look heavy like someone’s who had been deprived of sleep.
“Ten minutes..” She opened the door widely and motioned for him to come in.
“I’m sorry for breaking our friendship.” He begins.
“Freddie, nine minutes…”
“I’m sorry, I barely could sleep because of what I did.”
” Eight minutes..”
“Elsa please listen to me. I was scared to lose you..”
“Sev… What ?” Elsa paused and watch his guilt-filled face.
“I’ve always wanted you. I thought you didn’t like me back and I felt you were keeping the relationship for some things. Scared to lose you, so I just had to make you love me more if that means you won’t walk out of my life. I hated the fact that I did what I did. I was angry..”
“And you thought taking advantage of me would make me stay?”
“I was stupid and I’m truly sorry. I know I can’t take it back. I know you can’t trust me anymore, but Elsa I truly missed you. I missed us and I’m truly sorry. I want you back.”
“We were never together Freddie.”
“It’s stupid I discovered you loved me so much. You know there’s still a part of you that still feels the same for me. A part that still wants me…” He sighed and step forward making them fancily close to each other.
Just two steps and they will be breathing the same air.
” I want you to forgive me. I want you, Elsa. I missed us hanging out together.”
“That’s like three years ago. I mean, I trusted you. I’d never expected you to do that to me. You broke me, Freddie. I almost committed suicide..” Elsa sobbed silently.
He took one step and another step and they were so close to each other.
Freddie’s cute, yeah really cute. They might be teenagers then but he’s still cute, even better. His blue eyes were the first thing that attracted Elsa to him. His deep chestnut brown hair always lay on her lap in high school. He’d always sneak into her bedroom each time his parents fought. But that’s like three years back. He betrayed her trust.
“I’m truly sorry that you almost committed suicide. I might lose my mind if I lose you forever..” he whispered and trail his index finger down Elsa’s cheek.
He pushes back her loose hair beside her ear and locks eyes with Elsa.
” No this isn’t happening. ” Elsa shakes her head.
“I missed you, Elsa. I’m going to do everything just to make you forgive my mistake. I was stupid and desperate.” He said and trail his fingers slowly on her jawline.
His hand moves to the back of her neck as he leans against her taking her lips by surprise. He kiss her slowly and deepen the kiss with his hands wrapped around Elsa’s waist. To her surprise, she kissed back.
“This isn’t right.” Elsa tried to not sob.
She pulled back and sighed, rubbing her nape.
“Let me love you, again. Elsa.”
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” That Korean prick won’t stop till he finds your underground warehouse. He’s angry beyond consolation after taking away his Chinese deal.” Harden said picking up a cigarette and a lighter.
” Fuckin Dick..” Radon scoffed and stuff his hands in his front pocket watching the compound through the glass wall.
Lynda’s black car drives into Radon’s compound as she steps out of her car with Michelle. Michelle and Lynda were best of friends probably because they’re the same bird and Radon’s employee who’s trying to hit on her the very first day she got employed.
“Dumb ass slut.”
“Hey, babe..” Michelle said as she walk into the living room.
She walks majestically and proceeds to throw her hands around Radon’s shoulders. Radon grabs her arm and forces her to sit on the couch.
” Michelle?”
“What are you talking about? I missed you by the way.” She proceeds to stand up but Radon’s glare made her sit back as she throws her hands in surrender.
“Tell me my grievance please.”
“What did you tell Elsa? I’m sure you visited California.”
“Who’s Elsa? Oh, wait! The slutty schooler who stole your attention? Gee, I told her no shit.”
“It’s stupid you couldn’t buy my attention. Why the fuck did you tell us we’re dating Michelle?”
“I beg your pardon.”
“You’re so miserable, dumbass bitch.”
“Radon easy on her, that’s my sister,” Harden said at once.
“Harden, stay out of it. What are you doing here? The last time I checked you’re just my best friend’s little sister and that doesn’t mean there’s something between us, so what the fuck are you doing here?”
Michelle paled out as she stare at Radon speechless.
“You should stay away from my house except you want to see your brother. Get your cheap ass outta here.” She gasps and stands up at once.
“Radon, you’re taking it far.” Harden protests.
“You’re pushing me out ?”
“Yes, get the fuck out. And do yourself a favor and stay away from Elsa. If you by any chance stalk her ever again, I’m gonna fuck you up. Start leaving..” Radon scoffed and grab a blunt and a lighter.
She bites her bottom lip in anger and turns to leave. Elsa lighted the cigarette and scowled at Lynda.
“You’re fired, Lynda. Go with her. You can go back to the strip club where I picked your ass from.”
“Boss.”
Radon exhaled the smoke out of his nostrils and glared at her. He just feels like shooting someone. She pretends to sob as she leaves.Content (C) Nôv/elDra/ma.Org.
” Seriously man. What the fuck is that?” Harden asks angered by Radon’s actions.
“The last time I checked, I fuckin pay her bills so I have every right to fire her.”
“She’s the best in her field.”
“There are a lot of bitches who work better than her annoying ass. Call Eugene tell him to get someone who’s gonna represent Lynda”
“Fuck man.” He scoffs and walks out of the living room.
What’s with him?
Radon got a lot of issues troubling his head and he wasn’t in the mood to handle some girly shit in the name of Michelle. She fuckin hates that bitch. A lot of times she regretted allowing Harden to bring her over in the first place.
“You know that was too much. It’s been a long I’ve seen you this angry. What’s she to you ?” Harden asks gulping down a glass of wine.
“I should worry about that Harden.” Radon sighed. He hums and chuckles.
Radon remembered the previous night. Her beneath him staring non-stop at him with her beautiful dark brown eyes. It’s crazy she has an effect on him and that scared the shit outta me. The incident at the club barely leaves his head. She was on that seductive brown dress. Her long black hair hung down her shoulders as she danced. Every horny fuck in that club couldn’t take their eyes off her and that fuckin made him mad.
“How could she visit a club because she wanted to avoid me.” Radon cursed.
Every time he closed his eyes, all he could see was her little form on his bed laying next to him. Radon always wanted to eat her out over and over again and she tastes so fuckin good. He needed to be himself for once so he just had to avoid her calls. She’s like a distraction to him and a new addition worse than coke.
“She’s too good for your shit.”
“So when last did you care about who I get laid with?” Radon asked Harden.
“Since you met this Elsa girl. I don’t mean to sound crazy but, man you don’t fuckin want her.”
Radon rolls his eyes and lit another blunt as he crouches on a single couch.
“Want to party tonight? A strip club is going to be dope. Fuck I wanna get laid.” Harden said and Radon couldn’t help but chuckle.
” Whatever you say, man. Tylo is in town. We could hang out in his strip club. I need to get rid of Malcolm”
“Messing with the Italians is the last thing that should ever cross your mind Radon. Don’t pull your trigger in that direction.”
“Cock suckers.” He huff and gulps his half glass of wine.
“Whatever Michelle did might be stupid but that was harsh. She’s a woman for fuck sake.”
“And I don’t give a flying fuck, She sucks.”
“Yeah, but she’s my sister.”
“Fuck, man. I don’t wanna talk about her.
He puffs out his smoke and chuckles.
“Get your shits together. We’re getting drunk.”
“Now you sound like a college delinquent who hates school.”
“The fuck, I’ve always hated school. Don’t try to remind me that you’ve always been the brightest between you and me and you always ace every shitty exam.”
“Touchè.” Radon chuckled and stamp the butt of the cigarette on an ashtray.