CHAPTER 34
IRIS LOU POV
“I don’t love Iris, I only love you and our only princess, I will still choose you and you in the end.”
“I don’t love Iris, I only love you and our only princess, I will still choose you and you in the end.”
“I don’t love Iris, I only love you and our only princess, I will still choose you and you in the end.” It kept coming back to my mind as I knelt in the dark part of their garden, I couldn’t help but be hurt when I heard it right in his mouth, I slapped my chest and tried to relieve the pain I was feeling but it didn’t go away.
not even the tears dripping from my eyes. I thought I could, I could not love him again but why does my heart not want to give up, I should be angry with him but why is it like this I don’t know why this is happening to me now.
“P-please stop beating for him again, I’m too tired to love him again for the second time.” I said weakly as my palm slapped my chest because of the excessive force of my heart throbbing.
“Ahhhhhhhh, P-please stop torturing me, I can’t take revenge for my son if your like this.” And I beat my chest with all my might with my palm but I was just like a fool while doing that because it only got stronger, I could do nothing but weakly bend down at the same time as my two palms rubbed my face while in tears.
“I-I don’t k-know, why am I still hurting while he’s with that woman? w-why, I just want to be with my son but why did this happen?”NôvelDrama.Org owns this.
“WHY! WHY! WHY!” I cry because of the pain I feel, I don’t know who to lean on at these times because everyone seems to have turned their backs on me.
“My whole life I’ve been generous and kind but why is this happening to me?” I asked myself and just lay down in my bermuda grass because the blue sky was so beautiful so I just watched it while tears were dripping from my eyes.
“M-mom, Always take care of my son.” I spoke softly while just looking at the sky.
“I wish your here to comfort me, your the only person who understands me when I’m sad and having problems in my life but god also take you away from me.” Time passed I just looked at the sky until suddenly someone shouted very loudly inside the mansion but I was not surprised because it looks like what I ordered to my staff earlier has arrived I just smiled before sitting down and standing up, I shook my dress if there is any grass then I slowly walk into the mansion to find out what is happening to them.
When I entered the mansion I saw my aunt sitting on the tiles of the mansion with her hand covering her mouth and looking at the box, so I pretended to run closer to her before kneeling in front of her and holding her other hand.
“Aunt! What happened are you okay?” I pretended to be worried about asking her, but she seemed out of her mind and she spoke while her lips were trembling.
“I-Iris … look at that box, its a dress with full of b-blood on it.” She said while still looking at the box, so I look at there and pretend panicked as my hand shook.
“Oh my god aunt, I-Im … afraid of blood.” I said and tightenedpretend I held her hand and clung to her as well.
“REXXXXX !!! ELIOT !!.” Auntie’s loud shout echoed in the house and even I didn’t expect her to shout so well, I just stopped myself from standing up because of her shout. Because of the strength of my aunt’s shout, I saw Eliot hurrying downstairs and my uncle who was just wrapped in a towel just down the stairs.
“What happened!” He asked as he approached my aunt.
“Wife! Are you hurt ?!” Uncle Rex also asked us a question.
“Rex, someone sent that and I don’t know whose dress it is.” Auntie said in fear as she pointed to the box that was now placed not far from us while it was open.
Uncle went to Auntie while Eliot went to where the box was, he took the dress that was in the box and it was full of blood. I could see the paleness of his face because of what he saw. That’s right, be afraid and vent your anger so that I can witness how an Eliot Hunter Hamilton was hurt who killed his own son. I could see how his hand was wrapped around the clothes he was holding and I could not escape the sight of his tears while his eyes were emotionless.
“DAMN WHO F*UCKING DID THIS ?!” He shouted so angrily that I almost jumped because I had just seen him squint his eyes and look like a fierce tiger ready to eat the bait in front of him. I also felt fear but revenge still prevailed in my chest.
“S-son …. control yourself Iris is here, please … son don’t let him control you again this time calm down.” My aunt calmed her down weakly, I was surprised because of my aunt said, did I not know what was happening? that was the question that first entered my mind.
“DAMN HOW CAN I F*CKING CALM DOWN IF THIS DRESS IS MY DAUGHTER F*CKING DRESS! TELL ME MOM!” He said angrily and turned his gaze to us and it was as if I saw a very violent tiger because of his eyes, I didn’t know that he had a side like this.
“Son, okay calm down okay …. I don’t know what happened before please son I don’t want him to control you again so stop your anger, if that dress is my grand daughter’s dress then let’s investigate first, don’t think of negative thoughts, maybe someone just sent that and asked for ransom.” When my aunt calmed Eliot down, I saw him drop the dress and his gaze went to me and I could see how his glaring eyes had returned to normal.
“I-I’m sorry …. d-did I scare you?” He remembered to ask me and slowly approached me, as if my heartbeat was speeding up because of the expression he showed me earlier, my tears were dripping more and more for some inexplicable reason.
“Husssh, I’m sorry dont cry.” He said to me and he quickly hugged me so I started crying in his chest I don’t know what’s going on and I cried now in his arms, is it because for the first time I saw him soothe his face when he saw I was afraid of him , I do not know.
“Please….. s-stop crying it’s hurting me too.” He whispered softly to me.
“What’s going on why are you like that? Stop making me feel that I’m special to you! stop making me feel that you still cared for me! d-don’t… show me that I still matter to you … because I continue to depend on you, stop making me want y-you again.” I told him and I felt how he treated me and hugged me tightly and lifted me like a child because my face was already wrapped around his neck and my two legs were wrapped around his waist. I could feel how he climbed the stairs until we reached my room, he sat on the bed while I was in that position on his lap.
“Iris let me go now.” He said softly, as if he had stabbed me again with hundreds of knives because of what I heard from him, because it was as if he would disappear from me forever when I let him go, I became weak again at these times. I removed the friction of my face on his neck but I was still holding my two hands on his neck and my legs were still wrapped around his waist and I felt that I was sitting on his private part, I also felt his excessive breathing.
I looked at him in the eye and he also looked at me as I noticed he was sweating so I put even more emphasis on sitting on his private part I felt how it hardened so I smiled in my mind.
“Don’t tell me that you want me to leave, and leave you being hard down there.” I said playfully to him, and seductively turned to look his eyes down to his reddened lips. I felt his grip tighten on my small waist.